Currently Listening Move Along By All American Rejects Stab my Back see related

I'm tossing the old theme, it's pissing me off, for some reason.  So this theme is IchiRuki. (Ichigo Kurosaki and Rukia Kuchiki for Bleach, my new addiction)

Hi all.  I'm back! (crowd boos)  I've had nothing much to do lately.  Yeha, life sucks.  I've been addicted to listening to my iPod lately.  All-American Rejects and Chicago.  Yup.  That's me.  I probably would be listening to Panic! At the Disco, too.  But Tati-chan has yet to loan me her copy of the frickin' CD.

 This is from someone's dA, by the way.  So don't steal it. (look at her tiny feet!!)

I have become nearly obsessed with the Manga/Anime Bleach lately.  It's really awesome, dude.  I really love the main characters, Ichigo and Rukia.  Of course, it's a Shonen, mostly action, so I don't think there's going to be much romance going on...kinda like Naruto, but the author of Naruto says he plans to add romance into it.  Kinda weird to think about romance in that series, but anyways.  There is a shocking similarity between Ichigo and Kyo-kun.  It's scary.  But then there's HUGE differences too.  So........ I have no idea what I'm talking about.

You know how I have a layout site, so I made one just out of nothing at first...but since David Bowie-san's birthday was recently, I'm gonna say I made it for that occasion.  It's a Bowie Layout, if you haven't already figured it out.  It's really stupid and it sucks, but I made it anyway.  It's the.... ah, you know, I'll just leave it to you to look at it... and hate me for making him look bad.  My layout site is www.xanga.com/Narutolayz_byuo  Please don't kill me after you see it...

This belongs to Tasuki-no-Miko on dA.  I just loved this picture and I didn't want to put it on here without giving her the credit. (Note her watermark.)

Wow, I feel lousy.  I've got nothing more to say so...bye.

~Emily-kun

Merry Christmas...Life Sucks.

I'm not in the greatest mood right now...I had a good holiday, spent time with my family and all that.  But I'm feeling kinda stupid right now.  I had Meggy-chan tell David that I liked him and....well, the usual happened.  I got rejected.  I should be used to it by now, I guess.  At least it's David, I mean, he was nice about it...but now...well I'm just feeling stupid.  I knew he didn't like me so...whatever.  I don't need a boyfriend anyway so I'm just going to stay away from crushes and all that crap for now.  I feel even stupider for letting my bad feelings carry on into my Christmas vacation.  And then, a volcano errupted on Christmas.  My cousin started yelling at my aunt, who in turn, yelled back.  Then my cousin went back to his father (my uncle, of course)  who went back to my aunt and got in a big argument.  Then my grandmother came out and yelled at my other aunt who calls my cousin names when she's angry at him.  And then my Grandmother yelled at my half-cousin, who really wasn't doing anything.  So, my aunt, now aggrivated, goes, "what did he do?!"  and then my grandmother yelled back and I just broke down crying.  And so did my aunt.  So she goes over to my adult cousin (I have a lot of cousins) and she was just talking very quietly and crying and then I went over and hugged her and she said, "I love you, Emily, you know I do"  and I was crying so much all I could do was nod.  I could just feel all the tension she had been holding in come pouring out and I knew something inside her had snapped.  So as she's leaving she smiles a sad smile at me and goes, "I'll see you tomorrow, Em..." and I couldn't help but cry because not too much earlier, my aunt and uncle were all smiling and happy.  And my aunt, who's had to deal with some very rude kids, is always smiling and joking and she always tries to help.  And if, God forbid, she and my uncle divorced...well, she'd be the one to go...and I really don't want her to, probably because she's my favourite aunt.  I love her so much and she's always trying to do what's best for everyone and she works hard to support her family.  And so does my uncle.  Sometimes he works more than twelve hours.  I hate feeling this strain on my shoulders...you know, when it feels like the world is twisting you this way and that and all these different feelings come rushing to you and you just want to sit down and cry.  It seems that as you grow older, you aren't able to cry as freely as you once were...  Sometimes, life really sucks.

Emily

Currently Reading The Memory Keeper's Daughter By Kim Edwards see related

Theme's same as before, if you remember that far back and if you sont, read down.  Don't bother me with such troublesome questions.

Ah....That is Kisa Sohma-san. Nn...she's not my FAVOURITE character.  She's cute but the way she doesn't acknowledge Hii-kun kind of annoys me.  So anyway, sorry that I haven't been updating.  It's just that this site has been giving me problems so I've been avoiding it.  But....ah....I missed xanga, so here I am.  I know you missed me, whoever you are.   Anyway, let's get this ball rolling again.

 (Different hair colours...)

This is Hii-kun, I love how he uses his words to strike others! Absolutely LOVE it~!

Yeah, so I don't think I like that person anymore.  At least not like that. He's more of a good friend to me now.  I kind of...ah....Like someone else.  I know, pathetic.  But it's not as if I can help it.  This guy is SUCH a great person and I just wish he'd realize it.  Don't have many classes with the guy but I talk to him often after school and such.  He's really funny, not as funny as Martin-kun no....I wonder if there is such a person out there...but he's got a great sense of humor and can always make me laugh, unless he's making me cry.  That seems to be happening a lot to me lately.  I seem to be under a lot of stress...I want to see a counselor but Hardaway-Dono doesn't do anything and Branca-san kind of makes me uncomfortable...for some reason.  Darn it.

Ritchan-san!! He might just be one of my most favourite guys ever....he's hilarious!

Mmm....I got presents for almost everyone so far!  Not telling what, of course, but I sure do hope they like them.  I'm almost positive Jahmal-chan will like his.  It's his mother I'm worried about.  Jahmal-chan doesn't usually speak about her happily.  I hope Meggy-chan likes hers...I'm a teeny tiny bit worried about that and Leh-chan's too.  Eh....now I'm freaking about if I should have looked some more.  *tears*  I hope David-kun likes his too...  Ahhhh!!  I'm beginning to freak out like Ritchan-san!  Aaahhhh...!  And Dina-chan's gift... *sniffs*  Ahhh nooooo....!

Isuzu-san or Rin-san.  I like her, even if she is a little b*tchy at times... She doesn't appear in the Anime though.

Yes...I am quite tired right now...my stress has been keeping me up very late in the night.  I have a lot of information I have to cram in my head and....ugh...I am very tired.  I had a conversation with Crush-kun a while ago that just won't leave me alone.  He said things like "I'd die to change one thing in the world"  For me, that wouldn't change a bad thing in the world.  It'd get worse.  I mean, who wants their friend to die?  Come on now, Crush-san.  Think about it.  How would that change anything.  Sigh, why bother saying this, he doesn'tt do xanga or anything.  Whatever.

Kureno-san (who is really good looking), Uo-chan's lover...just joking.  But they are in love. That makes me unbelievably happy, you know... Unfortunatley, he's not in the anime either.

Well, I don't have much more to say right now... Please leave some comments.  Only two people ever leave comments on here and those people are Meggy-chan and Leh-chan. Oh well, those guys are enough I suppose.  I loff you two!!

~Emily-kun~

Currently Reading Fruits Basket, Vol. 14 see related

Same theme as last time!  This is Shigure-san...the pervert!! xD

Kagura-san...I like her but she's CRAZY!!!

Well, there's plans to start a manga/anime ...group?  Club?  Well, either way, I've agreed to join.  Keyonna-san says I'm the Visual Arts ....Pluru?   I have no idea what she called me. -sigh-  I don't mean to be concieted or anything, but I though maybe I would make a good leader, since I'm like the biggest Manga nerd in the school and I probably know more about manga than Keyonna-san since I love reading it and researching on it but....oh well. She started it (I think) so I guess it's fair.  Dina-chan's been forced into it. I wonder how well she'll fare...sonce she doesn't really know all that much about manga but....eh.

Momji-kun!!! He's so cute! Yes, he's a boy even if he wears the girls uniform at first and paints his nails...er, shut up.

ONCE AGAIN, even though they were told not to, Jack-san and Collin-san were teasing Joe-kun!  I wanted to kick their a**es so bad!!  I was talking to him before I got into my Mom's car (on purpose so my Mom could see how he was) and she thought he seemed like a very nice boy, which he is!  it really makes me mad when people tease him like that.  And another person in Social Studies didn't want him to sit next to them (I won't say their name for respect) and he said, "Oh...you don't want me to sit next to you?  What, you don't like me? oh--that's an obvious question, don't answer that."  I felt SO bad for him!!!

Hatori-san!! UWAH!!!!!! (What more can I say?) 

Maya-chan's birthday parties gonna be on Tuesday!! I definately plan to go!  She's turning FOURTEEN! Unfair!!  Haha, I can't wait though seriously.  I love her house!  And her mom!! Oh! Her mom's like a RADIO!!! She's a great singer!  Where's that CD, Maya-chan??  Heh heh ^^  But really, I love to listen to her mom sing!  Her brother's pretty cool, too.  He's a really good actor, too.  He fooled me the last time I was over xP  I'm prett easy to fool, though.  (Take Jahmal-chan's trick on me this morning)

Hatsuharu-san! He's really hot, a little perverted too...

I'm listening to Chirstmas music right now...and Thanksgiving hasn't even happened yet!!!
Today there was a fire drill at the end of the school day.  Obviously it was a prank.  Martin-kun was talking to Kaiser-sensei when it happened and it started ringing so he didn't even have a chance to get his bookbag and jacket!  Haha...  Martin-kun and I have this joke about how loud the fire drills are and I was going down the stairs by the dance rooms, since that's where my locker is and it was like having someone scream RIGHT in your ear.   I was sure I was gonna go deaf!!!  It was that loud!  ARGHH!! I cringe at the memories!

Ayame-san! He's Yuki-kun's older brother and YES! He is a man!!

Well, that's all I got for now! Bye!!

~Emily-kun~